Never to Dream of Spiders

by Audre Lorde

Time collapses between the lips of strangers
my days collapse into a hollow tube
soon implodes against now
like an iron wall
my eyes are blocked with rubble
a smear of perspectives
blurring each horizon
in the breathless precision of silence
one word is made.

Once the renegade flesh was gone
fall air lay against my face
sharp and blue as a needle
but the rain fell through October
and death lay    a condemnation
within my blood.

The smell of your neck in August
a fine gold wire bejeweling war
all the rest lies
illusive as a farmhouse
on the other side of a valley
vanishing in the afternoon.

Day three    day four    day ten
the seventh step
a veiled door leading to my golden anniversary
flameproofed free-paper shredded
in the teeth of a pillaging dog
never to dream of spiders
and when they turned the hoses upon me
a burst of light.

Audre Lorde, “Never to Dream of Spiders”
The Collected Poems of Audre Lorde
Copyright © 1997 by Audre Lorde.

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Black Oaks

by Mary Oliver

Okay, not one can write a symphony, or a dictionary,
     or even a letter to an old friend, full of remembrance
     and comfort.

Not one can manage a single sound, though the blue jays
     carp and whistle all day in the branches, without
     the push of the wind.

But to tell the truth after awhile I’m pale with longing
     for their thick bodies ruckled with lichen.

and you can’t keep me from the woods, from the tonnage
     of their shoulders, and their shining green hair.

Today is a day like any other: twenty-four hours, a
     little sunshine, a little rain.

Listen, says ambition, nervously shifting her weight from
     one boot to another—why don’t you get going?

For there I am, in the mossy shadows, under the trees.

And to tell the truth I don’t want to let go of the wrists
     of idleness, I don’t want to sell my life for money,
     I don’t even want to come in out of the rain.

from West Wind, Mariner Books ©1997

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Why We Must Struggle

by Kay Ryan

If we have not struggled
as hard as we can
at our strongest
how will we sense
the shape of our losses
or know what sustains
us longest or name
what change costs us,
saying how strange
it is that one sector
of the self can step in
for another in trouble,
how loss activates
a latent double, how
we can feed
as upon nectar
upon need?

from Say Uncle, Grove Press, ©2000

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After the Long Enduring (for Charles)

by May Sarton

After the long enduring,
The agony of staying alive
With AIDS inside you,

You who noticed everything
With wide-open eyes,
The veins in a leaf or a wrist,
Ladybird on a grass blade at rest,
They told me, “Charles is blind.”
“Blind,” is what they said.

Remember the salamander
You found in the bird bath
One summer,
A vermillion streamer?
The solitary doe at dusk
Stamping and huffing
In the luscious field?
Rilke tells you
With great tenderness,
Einblick, my friend,
Inwardness, in-sight.

published in Poetry, December 1992

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Toy Boat (for Tamir Rice)

by Ocean Vuong

yellow plastic
black sea

eye-shaped shard
on a darkened map

no shores now
to arrive—or
depart
no wind but
this waiting which
moves you

as if the seconds
could be entered
& never left

toy boat—oarless
each wave
a green lamp
outlasted

toy boat
toy leaf dropped
from a toy tree
waiting

waiting
as if the sp-
arrows
thinning above you
are not
already pierced
by their own names

published in Poetry, April 2016

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